Angel-Hope

Feelings change, like seasons passing, Yet some of them feel like they're lasting. From sad to angry and sometimes together, The chaos in my head is held back by a tether. To let the thoughts loose, and let my brain rest, Is what I sometimes wish for, but I'd fail the test. I need to stay focused, always thinking ahead, If I let it continue It'll get worse, I dread. You ask me what's wrong, well how much time have you got? But I'm lying of course, you've never even thought, To ask me why I'm like this, why don't I smile? Well sweetie, I'd say, it's been a little while. You should've noticed sooner, I gave you the time, I'll just have to mo

I jump off the edge I let myself fall There's nothing left for me Nothing at all The world is a blur And the memories flow They scream and they yell They won't let me go I know it's the end But I'm happy its here My next life will be good There'll be no one to fear

Why did you leave, dear? Why say goodbye? Now I'm all alone here And all I do is cry Why wasn't I good enough? What can I do? You know I'd do anything, Anything for you I need you to return, dear Why did you depart? But alas, you are gone and I fear so has my heart All of my love Has been poured out for you What more can I say, dear? What more can I do? I wish to move on But I'm stuck in the past Why won't you help, dear? I'm falling apart

They see me but don't I'm on nobody's mind So I walk by alone I've been left behind Everything that was Everything that will be I go through alone There is only me Once there were many But now they're all gone The burden is mine I have to stay strong They won't be forgotten This can't be the end So I'll do it alone On me they depend Althought it's just me By myself, I will cope With the spirit from the others There still might be hope What we have seen And what we have done Has been our little secret But now the times come The journey ahead Is a long one, I dread But I am determined I will not join the dead